May 13th, 2013

Mother’s day in New Orleans – a neighborhood parade

turned into a bloody shooting by 3 gun-persons in the crowd

within an hour the FBI stated “This is not a terrorist attack,

this is just street violence”

Lately I really take anything the FBI says about terrorism with

a large dose of skepticism.

 

Still alive… May 7th, 2013

A month has passed since my last blog entry

and I’m still in the land of the living

Which really isn’t saying much…

I’m still playing Fallen Earth but even as absolutely vast that that

free to play Steam Game is I’ve in 4 months have “been there, done that”

and for the last few days have been re-playing Fallout 3

I’m still struggling to even want to get out of bed

and when I do I end up gaming till daylight

Addictive Personality + an addiction

(like a good MMO)

makes me fear that I’ll just end up running to the end of my savings

not that that would be entirely bad, as at least I’d be off the Internet

On the political front – bad times Might be catching up with Obama

people are beginning to see what a steaming pile Obamacare is

they are already saying they will need another 800 Billion just to get it started

one congress person quipped it’s like a menu without any food on it

Benghazi – 4 of our people were brutally murdered by

a group of well-organized attackers

but it was told to us that it was outrage and rioting over a YouTube video

the “edited” talking points spread by Ambassador Susan Rice

have been uncovered and Tomorrow (Wednesday)

3 “Whistle blowers”

testify before congress

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Reagan

was called the Teflon President because the left couldn’t make anything stick

but he’s been bested in that category

Obama is as slippery as a greased pig

and no, I’m NOT being racist – but I have no respect for someone who lies so well

Bill Clinton was a great liar, too. But his lying involved his Monica problems

not shoving Obamacare up America’s ass

He (and everyone else) repeatedly said Obamacare is not a tax…

but the Supreme Court declared it WAS a tax

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But the question is: has America woken up yet or not?

After the first four years of Obama the facts were out there

but America re-elected Obama

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I’ve been listening to a Texas Talkradio station 1370AM

and it’s a different world down there

here’s one of their advertisers: The Silencer Shop

did you know that children can get intimidated by the loud reports of a gun?

so, get a Silencer, for hearing protection

Hard to find something to be hopefull about – April 8th, 2013

22 days since my last blog update

I’m still alive – either that or my Linux-powered laptop

is infected with an AI that mimics me…

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Logotherapy , Viktor Frankl’s great contribution to Psychiatry

seems to be the key to overcome my current malaise

I Lack motivation to do anything…

I’m no longer looking for work. Why work? The state and Feds are

just going to bleed me until I live in poverty

like I’ve been for the last two DECADES

I, the male, get shafted by California while my ex-wife gets “disability”

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So I’m here – barely able to get out of bed, waiting… waiting…

for what? God’s help? people in the church I used to go to tell me God doesn’t

help people – I have to somehow deep down inside myself find the motivation

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Well, stay tuned – perhaps I’ll have something better to say

or perhaps not -

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After a couple of months – March 17th, 2013

After a couple of months things are about the same

That “Fiscal Cliff” was kicked down the road. Now we have Sequestrations – a 10% cut

in all parts of the Federal Government. Even White House tours have been canceled

because the Secret Service has to cut 10%

Interesting how the Obamas haven’t cut back on vacations.

The idea is hit us tax payers where it hurts most

California is worse than ever

The voters here passed Proposition 30

Prop 30 was sold as “Taxing the Rich” and going to education

funny how all pay the raised Sales Tax, most are affected by the higher state income tax

(except those on welfare or other Government handouts)

and as far as education, all the money went to public employee union pensions

and salaries. Nothing went to classrooms…

All brought to us by the “Party of Lies”

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So, in a month I’m moving to Texas

No income tax, less than 7% sales tax rate, and business-friendly regulation

and it’s easier to get a concealed weapon license in Texas than a business license

in California

 Now you are probably wondering by now about the Biohazard sign…

My new MMO (Massively Multiplayer Online Game)

is Fallen Earth (on Steam)

Fiscal Cliff Averted – January 2nd, 2013

Last night the “Fiscal Cliff” here in the US of A was averted… Sort of

Congress members who had promised not to raise taxes – did

Spending cuts, badly needed, were not done and

the whole issue of spending cuts were kicked down the road

for two more months

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History shows that when the Democrats promise spending cuts

it has actually happened exactly ZERO times

They promised to close the border when Reagan’s Amnesty happened

and, that didn’t happen either

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My conclusion? The Democratic party is the party of lies…

2012 in review – December 30th, 2012

This is something that took me completely by surprise -

1,800 views on a blog that I was just playing around with…

The WordPress.com stats “helper monkeys” prepared a 2012 annual report for this blog.

Here’s an excerpt:

600 people reached the top of Mt. Everest in 2012. This blog got about 1,900 views in 2012. If every person who reached the top of Mt. Everest viewed this blog, it would have taken 3 years to get that many views.

Click here to see the complete report.

Breaking Free… December 28th, 2012

Kotagh is “dead’. Killed him by simply clicking the Delete button and typing “Kotagh”

Felt like committing suicide. Happened at 11PM last night

However, it was also freeing.

Star Trek Online is not evil, but it was addicting

and not intentionally in a bad way. The game’s system of accolades and

rewards were geared to make the gamer’s experience interesting and challenging

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In my case – this was harmful. Like I stated yesterday it was irresistibly compelling

to load Star Trek Online and escape the dismal life I was living

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God is good. He gave me the strength to “kill off” Kotagh and start living again

“Kotagh” was a fearless Klingon Warrior. In Real life I’m fearful. Of everything

I was even fearful of using the resources I have,

like my almost $10,000 401K that is usable for survival

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One time I was homeless and I had about $1500 of traveler’s checks

in my backpack. I was fearful of spending it

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I just closed my 401K and the check’ in the mail.

So, what’s next for me?

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By The Way – here is an interesting WikiPediA article

 Video game addiction

That gives a little insight into what I’m going through